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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Downturn

Filed under: Poetry — cody @ 6:11 pm

Taking refuge in poetry lately. Robert Slate makes the end of the world sound almost comfy.

THE FINAL CALL

Is this the end of the world?
No, just the end
of the language that describes it.

So the end happens
but no one says anything.
It’s a downturn, not a collapse,

an economist explains.
The pair of polite apostles ringing
my doorbell are in no rush to die.

In the literature of the last days
there are many typos.
Dead, dread, bread, take your pick.

Whoever is saying it’s over
refuses to specify demands,
makes no ultimatums, it’s just over.

What kind of language is that?
Analysts are antic with interpretation,
think tanks are flooding with thoughts.

The global information network
backs up the data, streams it up
to one of Jupiter’s moons.

The ram’s horn heralds
our coming from the hills.
We’re enslaved by that sound.

We’re called to hang-glide
from hilltops into the open air
where we verify and counterpunch.

Ah, another soft landing.
Though this time a rather large sheet of sky
tangles and trails down after us.

– Robert Slate

Monday, March 14, 2005

Poem: Men at Forty

Filed under: Poetry — cody @ 10:22 am

I first heard this poem in Garrison Keillor’s soothing lilt about a month ago or so on The Writer’s Almanac. Then it came to me today in an email. I turn forty this year, so what the heck.

“Men at Forty”

Men at forty
Learn to close softly
The doors to rooms they will not be
Coming back to.

At rest on a stair landing,
They feel it moving
Beneath them now like the deck of a ship,
Though the swell is gentle.

And deep in mirrors
They rediscover
The face of the boy as he practises tying
His father’s tie there in secret

And the face of the father,
Still warm with the mystery of lather.
They are more fathers than sons themselves now.
Something is filling them, something

That is like the twilight sound
Of the crickets, immense,
Filling the woods at the foot of the slope
Behind their mortgaged houses.

– Donald Justice

Oh, and the comment spam is back. In case you were worried.

Friday, March 11, 2005

No Comment Spam

Filed under: Life — cody @ 8:49 am

For the past two days when I’ve gone to delete my daily comment spam, there’s been none. Instead of being relieved or happy, I feel oddly slighted. It’s like, “Man, I’m not even good enough for comment spammers anymore.? Have I sunk so low that people who peddle animated granny p0rn won’t even bother with me?”

There’s no pleasing me, apparently.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

A Lost Vassar Miller Poem?

Filed under: Poetry — cody @ 12:09 am

Well over twenty years ago, my father-in-law purchased a large number of books from the son of an Elizabeth Broyles who apparently was a literature professor of some sort. What I have found among the books are a signed copy of Vassar Miller’s first ever book “Adam’s Footprint” and a signed, numbered copy (#130) of “Small Change.” This in and of itself is not that remarkable, but what has me puzzled is a couple of loose pieces of paper tucked into my copy of “Adam’s Footprint.”

First is a thin strip of paper in a hand different from the signatures that reads:

“This is the only copy of Adam’s Footprint around. Vassar herself has no copy. Guard it with your life!”

I can only assume this was someone writing to Ms. Broyles. I find it hard to believe that this was the only copy of “Adam’s Footprint” in existence. So I am rather puzzled as to the significance, if any, of this copy.

On a separate sheet, folded to fit into the little book is a short poem entitled “Love’s Realism” dedicated “For Betty” and signed in blue pen with shaky hand by Vassar Miller, “Much Love, Vee.” The page is type written, with strikeovers and editorial marks. It appears to be a love poem as the verse is romantic in nature (and it’s wonderful):

Love’s Realism

For Betty

Though the house lies still as sleep,
Though the waiting air hangs empty
Of your voice, I do not weep
Since love takes no felling blow –
When you leave, you do not go.

Missing you, I shed no tear
Finding absence burdensome.
Love beholds love everywhere
And abhors a vacuum.
With your presence mirrored so,
Leaving me, you do not go.

Memory need not improve
On your truth with necromancy
Of a fond heart, as if love
Ever traded fact for fancy.
Daylight lends sufficient glow
As you leave yet do not go.

I’ll make no ill-gotten gain
Of your heart, for freely spent,
Multiplied, love will remain
Like the seamless robe unrent
Covering all where it falls flow –
When you leave, yet never go.

Once again, I am not sure if “Love’s Realism” is a poem of hers that was published elsewhere later, of which this is an original copy, or an unpublished personal poem written for a friend.

I wrote the Special Collections people at the M. D. Anderson Library at the University of Houston who maintain the current set of Vassar Miller archives, seeking some advice as to the value of what I have here. Not so much in an “Antiques Roadshow” kind of way, but rather as a historical archive. She is in the Texas Women’s Hall of Fame, Pulitzer Nominee, and a former poet laureate of the State of Texas. Her memory, and that of her work, is worth preserving as a Texas treasure.

Wednesday, March 9, 2005

Coding a Minivan

Filed under: Work — cody @ 4:41 pm

I wanted to post this to capture an idiom we use in our corner of the software world for the googlesphere – “coding a minivan.” It comes from this Dilbert comic strip (courtesy of Flubu.com):

Write a minivan

When you do software maintainence work, the most exciting projects you get are the critical, subtle, and complex problems that you have to find and fix. For certain problems, heroics are involved to fix the problem before there is any significant mission impact. And sometimes those heroes deserve recognition for their feats of technical derring do.

Of course, when writing up the award, it feels a little weird because the hero being recognized for technical excellence is a part of the same software organization that likely introduced the problem that it took such heroics to fix. This is why it’s hard to get software maintainence people to feel really good about awards for their achivements – this catch-22 situation is referred to around here as “coding a minivan.”

There you go. A little glimpse into geek anthropology.

Tuesday, March 8, 2005

As if we need a reason

Filed under: Life — cody @ 3:43 pm

If you want to increase your insulin sensitivity (avoid diabetes) and lower your blood pressure, eat some dark chocolate. 100 g/day for 15 days appears to make a difference, all other factors held equal. Gotta be dark chocolate with all them polyphenols, though. Good news there I’d say.

Monday, March 7, 2005

The New Force: The New Couple

Filed under: Futures, Marriage — cody @ 4:29 pm

Quite inspiring is this must read interview with Historian and Futurist Theodore Zeldin. Zeldin anticipates a new kind of relationship between men and women, relationships built on friendship as well as love, relationships which will prove to be the engine that changes the world.

“I believe that the new relationship which we are trying to construct between men and women is one which is organised to produce courage and people can in privacy acknowledge their vulnerability and be helped to overcome it. And I think that this combined with the curiosity which people are beginning to express and feel means that they can go beyond what exists now, and that means that private life is going to be the source of change and not public life. We cannot change public life until we have changed private life.”

I agree. I am coming out of my disillusionment with proscriptive futurism and into a more normative take on it – that in marriage and the family, the intersection between the personal and the communal, is the place of maximum leverage where futures thinking should be applied.

I envision a world with no professional futurists, or at least very few futurists, in favor of one where thought and care of a commonly held future are woven into the intimate fabric of love and life.

Consolation

Filed under: Poetry, Spirit — cody @ 9:07 am

“Let us rise up and be thankful,
for if we didn’t learn a lot today,
at least we learned a little,
and if we didn’t learn a little,
at least we didn’t get sick,
and if we got sick,
at least we didn’t die;
so, let us be thankful.”

-The Buddha

Friday, March 4, 2005

Math of Marriage

Filed under: Marriage — cody @ 4:13 pm

Researcher John Gottman and The Relationship Research Institute have come up with a mathematical model of marriage that can predict with 95% accuracy which couples will divorce based on interactions observed during the first few minutes of an argument.

Apparently successful couples have a minimum 5/1 ratio of positive to negative interactions, even while arguing. The model can be used to simulate “what if” situations such as major life transitions and improvements such as the husband allowing himself to be more influenced by a wife’s communication (a key success behavior in marriage BTW).

This is a book I would like to buy, just to get a look at the equations, see what the variables represent, and understand their interrelationships. This model has been validated against data from hundreds of couples arguing under laboratory conditions. Rather exciting for a marriage/systems/futures geek like myself.

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